Sunday, May 30, 2010

Pep Rally 4-6 'da prez's place today


Obama needs a rest but the World needs a rest too from these stupid Wars and the Environmental Terrorism of Corporate Controlled Natural Resource Exploitation.

The Pres. is not in town very often, we must seize the opportunity to send him a message on Sunday, May 30th, 4-6pm.
Come on Chicago let's speak for the World and Mother Earth this weekend!

We will gather at 53rd and Woodlawn, and then walk to 50th andWoodlawn, or as close as they allow us to come to Obama's house. If they tell us to move, we will then walk down to 51st and East on 51st to Lake Park, south to 53rd and then west back to Woodlawn and 53rd. No microphones and don't bring sticks on your signs, just bring the signs. We are not permitted so we will be compliant with the Police. No one wants to get arrested, we just want to send our messages. Everyone is welcome.

Please pass this to your contacts,
I hope to see ya there, Dr. Lora

May your encouraging voices, supportive voices of hope and change for the better for all be an example to show how that which was thought impossible can get done . benefiting evenly  the opposed as well.

Will keep ya' posted on my contribution for this common good for all effort which is in sync.with the energy of the many decent people that are everywhere.

it is a great day for pep rally, fired up? are ya ready?

chit with ya',

Peter

Friday, May 28, 2010

Happy Memorial day Weekend? ya'll, convenient memory! or vivid imagination??

Mornin',

May 28, 2010 5:43am
142/97…76 5:45am
140/93…75 5:46am
145/98…71 5:48am
Night time log
  • Slept fine
  • feel fine 
  • So my new life begins
  • NEW APARTMENT
SELL MY TOOLS
FIND A NEW HOME FOR WHAT WERE MY POSSESSIONS
BE REBORN 
RETOOLED
RESOURCEFUL
 ON a mission to get well with others so that others may live.

BY

allow my body do what it knows how to do which is heal
let my spirit do what it knows what to do
continue in reverance to Gaia and Kitchi Manitou



·        Atrophy of left foot and ankle function must be reversed
·        Repeat therapy from post surgical paralysis of 2 years ago
o       Facilitation and manipulation
o       Need Rubber straps for flexion and extension 

How about a political brain break, connect some neurons/?


posted this article on facebook 




www.alternet.org
In this excerpt from Texas Tough: The Rise of America's Prison Empire, Robert Perkinson shows how the Right embraced racial animus as a political strategy.

 which received immediate disagreement 
and criticism  in these words
I disagree with the article. This kind of retoric is what divides this Country. I pray for the day when people stop pointing fingers at each other and start to work together to make this Country great once again. Remember this weekend is a time to reflect and be Thankful to all those who fought for this great Country. Not to see it get torn into two.


Soooo I replied
The Caw of Jim Crow took to the air when Senator Obama announced his Presidential Candidacy. It is what created the Birthers, the Tea Baggers, who spat on Civil Rights Activists of the 60's now Members of Congress.
It is what obstructed healthcare reform. It is what dins daily in America, advocate followers of FoxNEWS
here is a map of these hate groups http://www.splcenter.org/get-informed/hate-map
further during both the Nixon and Reagan administrations Justice department forces were shifted to divide and suppress Americans through "The Drug Wars"
http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/pages/frontline/shows/drugs/cron/
at this time Dick Cheney, Donald Rumsfeld, George Bush Sr. begin their forays through the Oval office.Meanwhile Lee Atwater protege ,Karl Rove receives the blessings of the GOP/RNC, 
http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/pages/frontline/shows/architect/
and eventually Texas goes from Democratic to Republican swiftly through sabotage and subterfuge
the GOP/RNC muscles skin color in with fear to push common good aside. Now according to Mr. Rove,
http://washingtonindependent.com/78830/rove-speaks-its-everybody-elses-fault
 the exclusive provenance of a few under the disguise of greatness for all is to be remembered this weekend. How far off the path of citizenry has this country strayed and strained to break 

 these chainsoff/?


Will a 5K then a BBQ with brew do for you?


Bush Cheney Rumsfeld  and Rove
 healthy blood in Middle East sand is paying for the lies you've told
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ZncehIh_Kw




today's cartoon

Monday, May 24, 2010

Hang in there I Am



Mornin',


1:46am


a fighting chance is what my bikin' legs want

"get us on that recumbent trainer right away and we'll save the day"

 I agree, they will hopefully soon, 

Diamond wants  catch to heal the left side

it works! throw the ball again!

Th sun isn't up yet.

oh well 

take another nap

and the purpose of today is ?

update all
3 done a few more to go











·        Am committed to get through this as I am not the only one dealing with this and maybe I’m the one who can help.
May 21, 2010 5:59am
·        Sound sleep last night
·        Palsy shoulder
·        Shift ket fingering slow,
·        Left arm

May 23rd

had seizure left arm 6:00am took 2mg Lorazepam immediately
Still able to attend seminar about stem cell regenerative therapy for cancer and diabetes 
May 24, 2010 1:57am


4:08AM
What's in the news on-line?

 Graeco-Roman tradition  in Catholicism











Pedophilia's Roots and the Catholic Church
Interview With Author Lorenzo Bertocchi
By Antonio Gaspari
ROME, MAY 23, 2010 (Zenit.org).- If pedophilia is so widespread in society, what has caused its growth? And how did it infiltrate the Church?
These and other questions have been tackled in a book by Francesco Agnoli, Massimo Introvigne, Giuliano Guzzo, Luca Volonté and Lorenzo Bertocchi. The Italian-language work, titled "Indagine sulla pedofilia nella Chiesa" (Investigation on Pedophilia in the Church), considers the roots of the phenomenon of pedophilia.
ZENIT spoke with one of the authors, Lorenzo Bertocchi, about their conclusions and what wavering Catholics can do to restore faith in the Church.
ZENIT: How many cases of pedophilia are there in the Church?
Bertocchi: Even if there was only one case, obviously it would already be too many. In this regard, within the Church the one who has shown himself to have very clear ideas is precisely Benedict XVI. 
Having said that, I think it is useful to understand the dimensions of the phenomenon and, in the first part of the book, Massimo Introvigne helps us to frame the problem. In the United States, for example, according to authoritative academic research, from 1950 to 2002, there were 958 priests accused of actual pedophilia out of more than 109,000 priests, but the convictions are drastically less -- a figure just under 100.
In a statement last March 10, Father [Federico] Lombardi [the Vatican spokesman] mentioned the case of Austria where, in the same time span, verified accusations attributed to the Church totaled 17, whereas in other environments they rose to 510. 
These numbers can say much or nothing; nevertheless they undoubtedly show a tendency that enables one to deflate the hypothesis in regard to the Church that would like to make "a bundle of the grass" [an Italian expression that means to generalize].
The subject of false accusations would merit a separate discourse, as for example the cases of Father Giorgio Covoni, of two women religious of Bergamo, of Father Kinsella and Sister Nora Wall in Ireland, each accused of abuses and then acquitted. These facts are important because they give credit to the not-always-clear dynamics in which the accusations take shape.
ZENIT: And in society?
Bertocchi: Reading the data it seems that the plague of pedophilia is really extensive and impressive. A World Health Organization report --"Global Estimates of Health Consequences Due to Violence Against Children" (Geneva, 2006) -- indicates, for example, that in 2002, it can be estimated that close to 150 million girls and 73 million boys worldwide were subjected to different forms of sexual abuse.
A U.N. report, presented to the General Assembly on July 21, 2009, focused attention instead on the situation of the Web: On a worldwide scale, the number of on-line sites of a pedo-pornographic nature has increased at a dizzying rate; for example, if in 2001 there were 261,653, in 2004 they numbered 480,000, a tendency that is also confirmed by consulting annual reports from Father Di Noto's Meter Association.
This fact about the Internet seems to me paradigmatic, given the role already assumed by the Web in our social life. Thus it gives weight to the idea that there is a good dose of prejudice in the type of media campaign carried out to make the Church seem as the place par excellence of pedophilia.
ZENIT: What kind of culture promotes pedophilia?
Bertocchi: At the heart of the problem is the "sex culture" that, especially since '68, promoted a real revolution geared to "abolish the taboos." The spread of pornography -- which in some way represents the flag of this revolution -- can be seen by everyone. The dominant mentality today is one that justifies sexual unions of every sort, and is a fruit of the thought rooted in De Sade, Freud, Fromm, Reich, Marcuse, etc. -- those whom we could describe as prophets of the exaltation of the orgasm.
In our book, Francesco Agnoli gives examples of how this culture is still alive today. Representative is the case of the Dutch Pro-Pedophiles political party, recently dissolved for lack of signatures, but not because of a legal prohibition. At its root, the sexual revolution of those years had the objective of attacking all types of authority, beginning with God's, and this, sadly, has left its mark also within the Church.
ZENIT: How, when and why did the culture that fosters pedophilia penetrate seminaries and the Church?
Bertocchi: We find an indication in the letter Benedict XVI wrote to Catholics of Ireland, in which, in addition to addressing the problem of the cases of pedophilia in the Irish clergy, the Holy Father also looks for the roots of the phenomenon. In his argumentation, he makes reference to the fact that the "program of renewal proposed by the Second Vatican Council was sometimes misinterpreted." Undoubtedly this is an allusion to that period of the 60s and 70s of the last century in which the so-called opening to the world led the Church to a weakening of the faith and to progressive secularization.
The social attack on the principle of authority, the famous slogan "it is prohibited to prohibit," insinuated itself in the Church, and thus in the seminaries a certain interpretation ended up confusing discipline with dialogue. The result was a wider approach in the selection of candidates to the priesthood.
In this connection, Cardinal [Carlo] Caffarra specified that the fact that "the Church gives itself criteria to discern whom to admit and whom not to admit to the priesthood is a right that no one can reasonably deny it" (La Verita chiede di essere rivelata -- Rizzoli 2009). 
Today more than ever this right must be exercised. Whoever thinks that the problem is priests' celibacy should at least explain why in the Protestant clergy, where marriage is allowed, there are cases of abuses not inferior to those of the Catholic clergy.
ZENIT: Why does organized pedophilia practiced with sexual tourism not cause a stir, and why can it not be stopped?
Bertocchi: Research by ECPAT [End Child Prostitution, Child Pornography and Trafficking of Children for Sexual Purposes] reveals that in the world, close to 80 million tourists each year travel in search of a sex offer. According to Intervita -- an Italian organization -- there are 10 million minors involved in this global market, with a revenue estimated at U.S. $12 billion.
The research of the University of Parma carried out by ECPAT establishes the robot portrait of the "tourist type," who is certainly not a monster: In 90% of the cases, he is between 20 and 40 years old, of mid- to higher-level education, a good income level, often married. On the other hand, the victims are between the ages of 11 and 15, in the case of girls, and between 13 and 18 for boys.
This type of "tourism" is regarded as a crime in many countries, but despite this it is a flourishing industry and precisely because it is "an industry" it is difficult to stop. But there is also a more radical motive to investigate within the "sex culture" of which I spoke earlier; there are political expressions that are the banners of ideas born from that "culture," and that mobilize as a real lobby.
ZENIT: What is the boundary between reality and false moralism?
Bertocchi: A great part of our post-modern societies already accepts or justifies the destruction of embryos inasmuch as it does not consider them human beings, trades in ovules and spermatozoids as if they were crackers, theorizes on masculinity and femininity as simple cultural labels, spreads pornography as a form of amusement and would like to make assisted suicide a noble choice.
By a kind of perversion of truth, today we are faced with an ethical confusion of such proportions that reality is lost in subjectivism. Thus we see that condemnation of the immoral behavior of the religious comes from the same cultural environment that is willing to accept all the arbitrariness of the individual. The reasons are of an ideological type, but also of an economic type, as demonstrated by those U.S. lawyers' practices that have earned billions of dollars, thanks to the free and easy use of pedophilia accusations.
ZENIT: How should one evaluate the line of zero tolerance adopted by Benedict XVI?
Bertocchi: The Holy Father's determination in wanting to bring this to light seems exemplary to me; he points out a path of transparency that is not only valid for the Church, but should be valid for all sectors of society that have had or have to do with this sad phenomenon.
In the 2005 meditations of the Via Crucis, the then Cardinal Ratzinger showed clearly the need to clean up within the Church, a desire that is not avenging, but rather for a real justice to make the Bride of Christ shine even more as "one, holy, catholic and apostolic."
This "style" can be seen in all Benedict XVI's teaching, his recipe of purification goes in all directions: the hermeneutics of continuity, the extension of rationality, the example of the Curé d'Ars for the Year for Priests, the attention to the liturgy, zero tolerance against the scandal of pedophilia, etc. The problem might be to read his teachings by taking only what falls closest to one's own ideas, and not considering them in their totality.
ZENIT: How can the Catholic Church overcome the consternation and mistrust so widespread among the people?
Bertocchi: All of us Catholics are called to return to the foundations of the faith to be authentic witnesses of the Risen Lord or, as Luca Volonte says, "the awareness of the company of Christ must be clear," he who accompanies us daily. In his recent apostolic trip to Fatima, the Holy Father said that the Church suffers because of "internal" causes.
He certainly was referring to the wounds caused by the cases of sexual abuse but I also believe in the need of an essential doctrinal clarity for a return to the foundations. Today, sadly, this clarity cannot be taken for granted and this also confuses people.
Hence, I am in agreement with the conclusions pointed out by Agnoli in the essay: prayer, recovery of the sense of the supernatural, effective service from the governance of the Church and, I add, a profound recovery of the sense of sin. "The real enemy to fear and to combat is sin, the spiritual evil that, at times, sadly also infects the members of the Church," said Benedict XVI after the Regina Caeli on May 16.
Unfortunately, in many catecheses, the subject "sin" is increasingly out of fashion, displaced by much psychology and much sociology. However, to acknowledge ourselves as sinners is the way to receive God's mercy. Charity in truth -- there is no other way to give hope to the men of our time.
[Translation by ZENIT]

I grew up in a country where it was wrong to rape females however it was open season on boys and men one of those boys was me . Hated memories have been the bane of my existence fortunately there are others who understand the interruption  of human development

for additional healing http://www.malesurvivor.org/ 
from the Department of Justice http://www.justice.gov/criminal/ceos/sextour.html


(THIS FOLLOWING SECTION WAS INSERTED JUNE 7TH 2010 AS AN ADDENDUM   TO HEAL A HURT POPULATION. IT IS PREVENTATIVE MEDICINE OF  THE PSYCHOLOGICAL KIND.  FOR OVER 2500 YEARS  A "TRADITION" OCCURRED DURING THE FORMATIVE YEARS OF MANY INDIVIDUALS WHETHER THROUGH SEX, VIOLENCE OR  REJECTION. THEIR PSYCHES WERE STUNTED OR INJURED"THEIR INEVITABLE INTERACTIONS WITH OTHERS HAVE CARRIED FORWARD MUCH PAIN AND SUFFERING OVER THESE PAST 25 CENTURIES. HOW MANY ADULTS CAN  SHOW BOTH THEIR PHYSICAL AND THEIR PSYCHOLOGICAL AGE?THE HURT  CHILD WILL BE IF "THAT'S THE WAY IT'S ALWAYS BEEN " APPLIES CAN BE AN ADULT THAT HARMS. THERE IS AMPLE TESTIMONY FOR THIS. HOWEVER THE PAIN DOES STOP WITH THAT INDIVIDUAL IF THAT INDIVIDUAL CHOOSES TO STEP OUT OF LINE. TO NON-CONFORM THE FOLLOWING VIDEOS ARE FOR EDUCATIONAL PURPOSES TO HELP HEAL AND INFORM)

Let's begin with an interview of Victor Frankl
No Escape:A Prison Documentary
Turned out #1
Turned out #2
Turned out #3
Turned out #4
Turned out #5
Turned out #6
Turned out #7









It happens to men too
blind eyes no more
Forced Feminization funny in society

DiGiTiL sOULhis story
echos get louder
tears get thicker
I am reclaiming my life
children see children do
insights into the mind of a child

madagascar child sex trade
that which affects men
impacts women
the pain ends with me, 
A healthier childhood eminently will produce a healthier adulthood creating a healthier world.
Simple pragmatic, with proven results.
each of us is  the fastest swimmer to the egg
as children we were born brilliant; generous craving for eden
 we were not meant to be sex toys
punching bags or
political shields
or 
now
formatted consumers





The sentence, "Well that's the way it's always been" means a closed Mind,persistent in passing on the pain. Today's youth are getting the chance to know  know as do others the pain stops with  person not to be handed down, despite its' imposition by the perpretrator/ perpetrators however do not know how, because never kew a better way to exist. as they are human. they can  taught how without fear. It'll work,
positive reinforcement works.
What I call Psycho-Physio therapy can begin with a glass of water a bag of oyster crackers and a kind word.
I've applied this to  many a restaurant patron who within moments would change from nervosa to nimble then add a cup of soup with some respect and voila a brand new day awakens in that mind in 20minutes later.
  We Live now with youth more informed and invigorated by the knowledge that mistakes in the past, have been handed down under the disguise of tradition. The Bush/Rove Cheney/Rumsfeld Deception is fresh in their developing minds.They help the less fortunate. They can watch filmed records of arrogance, ignorance, that produce  brazen misguided atrocities which culls a cultural import with impunity. They  know Rock and Roll WORKS better than WAR. THEY WANT to Live without borders. THEY WANT TRUTH, JUSTICE FOR ALL HERE ON EDEN. THEY KNOW  THE HARM DONE BY GREED. THEY  COMMUNICATE COOPERATE.THEY CAN MIX MUSIC, MATH, SCIENCE TO A GROOVE TRACK AND LOOP IT WITH FANTASY.THEY ARE PROOF THAT A CHILD UNHARMED IS AN ADULT WHO WILL DO NO EVIL.SKIN COLOR IS NO MEASURE OF COMPETENCY. WORK HAS NO GENDER. MEN AND WOMEN ARE EQUAL AND ARE RESPONSIBLE TO EACH OTHER.THEY WANT TO SING AND DANCE BE IN LOVE ALL THE TIME. THEY KNOW ABOUT DEATH. THEY CAN TALK ABOUT SEX.
THEY KNOW FRIENDSHIP THEY READ. THEY PLAY GAMES, THEY WANT TO LEARN EXPLORE PROBE MAINTAIN THEIR PHYSICAL WELL BEING THEY DISCUSS DIFFICULT  TOPICS  CIVILLY. THEY EMBODY THE MEANING OF DEMOCRACY, WHICH INCLUDES ALL FOR ALL. EACH IS AS IMPORTANT AS THE OTHER. THE TASK IS THE TASK. HIERARCHY IS FOR SOFTWARE PROGRAMS NOT PEOPLE.
THEY SPEAK MANY LANGUAGES BONDED TO LIFE. THEY ARE CONFIDENT
THEY WILL ENCOUNTER BIASES AND PREJUDICES THAT ARE STEEPED IN THE TRADITION OF  "THAT'S THE IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN" AND THEY'LL handle it.
a Robin is calling me to relax on the front porch.
(bring your coffee), (watch the trees) 
well folks 
have a great day ya'll,
chit with ya'
Peter

P.S.

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 http://www.dlc.org/ndol_sub.cfm?&kaid=108&subid=900003
The place we call Earth is Eden
Let's help make it that way 



Sunday, May 23, 2010

Ain't so bad I'm awake

Mornin',


Is that my  left hand moving?
 Thanx Diamond, my furry forty pound rehab nurse. for wanting to play catch yesterday. threw a tennis ball  first time since my March 9th fall. The motion of picking the ball up with my left hand to transfer to my right hand a basic motion will continue with her enthusiasm later today, whenever I get to the back yard clinic.


uh-oh seizure activity left arm, grab 8mg Lorazepam to chill, Brother Matt helps clean and dress me.while  offering  positive thoughts about healing 
1216/90...94 1049


Was able to get to seminar` about stem cell regenerative medicine as can be used for brain cancer treatment and diabetes..


Great way to enjoy a Sunny Sunday;Learning about ways to help heal.



Saturday, May 22, 2010

meta quest for bright minds by bill gates

The world’s most intractable problems might be cracked if more of our “brightest minds” could be tempted to work on them, asserts Bill Gates. Too many graduates of top universities like MIT find it infinitely more satisfying to deal in derivatives, he says, or lucrative areas of medical science like “baldness drugs.” Gates, in his full-time job as foundation head, is pondering what might happen if “all that IQ and talent could be shifted to some degree” into the areas he’s deeply engaged in, such as global health and education.

Tutoring me on my 3 tumors.

Mornin', 

My chief task today with my progressive paralysis  of my left side specifically left hand is to write this entry.
Capitalizing letters is the tricky part as the fingertip and thumb have a thing for the Ctrl-End-Alt COMBO WTF!
instead of stairs for my legs or a floor being problematic  there are keys for fingers ergo thought frustration which can detour an idea from formulating.

The following features . Fabio Iwamoto  MD, Neuro Oncologist at NIH explaining to my brother Matt and  I through pictures (I've grown familiar with) however am unable to describe to anyone else what is going on inside my head. Adverbs, Adjectives, are useless.Chemistry, Biology, inextricably linked to Math are what are required here.

For the next 4 minutes join me in my brain. with Dr. Fabio Iwamoto as our guide. Principal Investigator of
STUDY NUMBER : 09-C0222 Posted to Web 3/26/2010
STUDY TITLE: A Randomized Phase II Trial of Vandetanib (ZD6474) In Combination with Carboplatin  Versus Carboplatin Alone Followed by Vandentib Alone  in Adults with High-Grade Gliomas
src="http://www.youtube.com/v/MnnoX1qFGhU&hl=en_US&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="400" height="385">


Am participating with 127 others in  a randomized Phase II Trial of Vandetanib ( ZD6474) In Combination with Carboplatin Versus Carboplatin Alone.

As a Handyman/Painter whose truck was a bicycle this experience fits neatly in the perseverance paradigm.
Fixing broken things do take time, and many options will be exercised before a result satisfies parity.

My focus is Next. this Trial is just another step. and a recombinant  trainer will bring my leg function back  via my right teaching my left what to do.My brain will do my brain does and re-wire itself.My mind will help direct traffic patterns. There are those who will disdain my accomplishments as my failure is easier for them to accept. Here is where my mind begins.MOVE FORWARD, as there are those who believe that Health & Life are worth having, sharing & giving. My goal is to do whatever it takes. And my job is to get well, so that others may live.

Patient heal thyself through stem cell regenerative therapy
Specific treatments are of vital interest in healing as each of us is molecularly unique and our chemical synthesis for healing are different from dying.

Tomorrow,


In the clip I said a Doctor from Kentucky, (correction) here is the event.


Using Your Own Stem Cells for Personalized Therapies 


Daniel A. Peterson, PhD, Associate Professor and Executive Director
Center
 for Stem Cell and Regenerative Medicine
Rosalind Franklin University of Medicine and Science
Sunday, May 23, 2010
12:30 to 2:30 p.m
.
Maggiano’s Little Italy
4999 Old Orchard Center
Skokie, IL
 60064
Rosalind Franklin  worked with Crick & Watson on the DNA helix, they got the NOBEL,
she got Nada,

 Chit with ya',

Peter

Monday, May 17, 2010

Stimulator Inhibitor

  MORNIN',
Writer's Block, or Pharmaceutical grade FOG 
Who cares? it's therapy for my Neurological Disability
More GRITtv
today's cartoon
William Li presents a new way to think about treating cancer and other diseases: anti-angiogenesis, preventing the growth of blood vessels that feed a tumor. The crucial first (and best) step: Eating cancer-fighting foods that cut off the supply lines and beat cancer at its own game.From http://www.ted.com/talks/william_li.html

the cross application of antiangiogenesis is available and can be applied to reverse constriction,restriction.




Regenerating bodies.
From Ted.com



and then the pendulum swings

Friday, May 14, 2010

disintegrating

Mornin'

May 13, 2010 9:14am
·        Am trying to use my left side again
·        Sensitivity, dexterity for my leg, arm & hand are nil beginning with poor agility and strength  in the shoulder
·        The left side is fading fast 9:35pm
·        Difficulty in lifting to turn off a light switch
·        Sore all over
·        Tying shoes is a joke
·        Putting on socks ridiculous
·        Getting dressed has to be done sitting down
·        Poor balance
·        Left hand just drops stuff
·        Now my forearm is cool
·        I’m pissed
·        Buttons and zippers are as frustrating as seatbelts
o        it’s as if my left hand forgot what to do with my right hand

May 14, 2010 7:40am
§         Have spent 40 minutes trying to button my shorts
§         Have not taken my meds yet
§         Lifting my left arm is a chore


Chit with ya',

Peter