Happy Memorial day Weekend? ya'll, convenient memory! or vivid imagination??

Mornin',

May 28, 2010 5:43am

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Night time log

• Slept fine
• feel fine 
• So my new life begins
• NEW APARTMENT

SELL MY TOOLS

FIND A NEW HOME FOR WHAT WERE MY POSSESSIONS

BE REBORN 

RETOOLED

RESOURCEFUL

 ON a mission to get well with others so that others may live.

BY

applying ZEN

when hungry eat

when tired sleep

allow my body do what it knows how to do which is heal

let my spirit do what it knows what to do

continue in reverance to Gaia and Kitchi Manitou

·        Atrophy of left foot and ankle function must be reversed

·        Repeat therapy from post surgical paralysis of 2 years ago

o       Facilitation and manipulation

o       Need Rubber straps for flexion and extension 

How about a political brain break, connect some neurons/?


posted this article on facebook 

How the GOP Became the White Man's Party |

www.alternet.org

In this excerpt from Texas Tough: The Rise of America's Prison Empire, Robert Perkinson shows how the Right embraced racial animus as a political strategy.

 which received immediate disagreement 

and criticism  in these words
I disagree with the article. This kind of retoric is what divides this Country. I pray for the day when people stop pointing fingers at each other and start to work together to make this Country great once again. Remember this weekend is a time to reflect and be Thankful to all those who fought for this great Country. Not to see it get torn into two.


Soooo I replied

The Caw of Jim Crow took to the air when Senator Obama announced his Presidential Candidacy. It is what created the Birthers, the Tea Baggers, who spat on Civil Rights Activists of the 60's now Members of Congress.
It is what obstructed healthcare reform. It is what dins daily in America, advocate followers of FoxNEWS
here is a map of these hate groups http://www.splcenter.org/get-informed/hate-map
further during both the Nixon and Reagan administrations Justice department forces were shifted to divide and suppress Americans through "The Drug Wars" http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/pages/frontline/shows/drugs/cron/
at this time Dick Cheney, Donald Rumsfeld, George Bush Sr. begin their forays through the Oval office.Meanwhile Lee Atwater protege ,Karl Rove receives the blessings of the GOP/RNC, http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/pages/frontline/shows/architect/
and eventually Texas goes from Democratic to Republican swiftly through sabotage and subterfuge
the GOP/RNC muscles skin color in with fear to push common good aside. Now according to Mr. Rove, http://washingtonindependent.com/78830/rove-speaks-its-everybody-elses-fault
 the exclusive provenance of a few under the disguise of greatness for all is to be remembered this weekend. How far off the path of citizenry has this country strayed and strained to break 
 these chainsoff/?

Will a 5K then a BBQ with brew do for you?


Bush Cheney Rumsfeld  and Rove
 healthy blood in Middle East sand is paying for the lies you've told
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ZncehIh_Kw

Ain't so bad I'm awake

Mornin',


Is that my  left hand moving?
 Thanx Diamond, my furry forty pound rehab nurse. for wanting to play catch yesterday. threw a tennis ball  first time since my March 9th fall. The motion of picking the ball up with my left hand to transfer to my right hand a basic motion will continue with her enthusiasm later today, whenever I get to the back yard clinic.


uh-oh seizure activity left arm, grab 8mg Lorazepam to chill, Brother Matt helps clean and dress me.while  offering  positive thoughts about healing 
1216/90...94 1049


Was able to get to seminar` about stem cell regenerative medicine as can be used for brain cancer treatment and diabetes..


Great way to enjoy a Sunny Sunday;Learning about ways to help heal.

Suspended

Mornin',

Emotional Aphasia is what I want to call it, whether mine is pharmaceutical or neurological, my memory of an inability to speak because of rife emotions, seems to be a working definition for me.  While trying to explain to people my current state my words are slow, whether it is because of the depression, or the radioactive isotopes for the PET Scan or the MRI Contrast, communication is tawdry.

Am temporaruily suspended from the net due to poverty, and dis-communication.  This confounds my attempts to feel a sense of belonging/connection/engagement ergo frustration.

Thought of converting Lightning into Energy then discovered here today in the Library this idea is prevalent & popular. Need to get my Net back.

Chit with ya',

Peter

End of the month

Mornin',

A cold cup ending to my left

A hot pot ready to my right

refill, think, smile with the dawn

What day is it?

What does it matter?

The blur is here to enjoy

explore its' flow

sip, listen, feel

PET scans say

no active tumors.

MRI's say

scar tissue where

Anaplastic Astrocytomas

used to be.

I say WOO HOO!!!

Body says

I'm Gonna Live

This is Good

12 out of 21 agree

ole #57 rolls

again!

Somehow

Someway

Make

it

a Full Day

Peter

P.S. someone I relate to http://www.dailygood.org/more.php?n=3786

Anaplastic Astrocytomas Adventurer

Like to sleep alot which I am told is to be expected, part of the healing from the Radiotherapy. Which will take up to a year. There is a straight line down the middle of my head where the hair stops growing. Nothing from the Center to the Right, there is Comedy written all over that without even trying.

When the hair does grow back supposedly between 3-6 months from now it'll have a different texture and color; I'm imagining a blond Halfro.

Am doing ok tho. Compared December 2nd MRI's with July 22nd MRI's and saw a reduction in size of the three tumors; which is what is supposed to happen.

The Left side of my body is slowly coming back but I'm told to anticipate recovery from the Craniotomy on my Right Pre-Motor Cortex to take about a year. Social Security has approved me for disability assistance, and has informed me that I will be reviewed in three years, because they believe my condition will improve. Hmmm, one can see that as pretty Motivational or the ultimate Deadline.

I 'll take Motivational for 50 more , aw heck make it a 10o, 'cuz in addition to beating the cancer, my left rotator cuff needs to be reconnected, then my left distal radius needs to be reconstructed. 2008 had its' not so great moments, however, may 2009 be better than fine,

Chit with ya',

Peter Lott Heppner